I wanted to use up and away but it was used.

Have i ever mentioned how much i hate my new neighborhood people?
They are super unfriendly. Truly. Not a smile, not a wave, not a simple word of hey
I always feel like an idiot smiling at them and i get a icy glare/'mad' glare in return
Ugly Singaporeans truly, go for some courtesy course uh.
Since i moved here, perhaps about 8 mths or so? Maybe i got... 2/3 smiles? The joy.

Life's aint perfect, but i seriously cant stand life sometimes.

credits to lookbook.nu

Okayyy slightly late but mj passed away like 3 days ago? I was like zomgggg to the maxzxz when sheryl told me the news, Truly(!!) Its such a shock, like i used to love listening to his songs, the tunes/his dances and all are really catchy & awesomeee! Channel 5's been playing some memorial ad thing over and over again!
It was really unexpected :B

Hah anyway i only posted the second picture because i adore the colour of her car and her outfit! So pretty!

Renee lai li ji, stop tagging as mr kee huh! hahaha and your calls are freakyyyyy, it was pretty hilarious just now when she called my house, it went something like this;
Me: 'Hello'
Her: *in that freaky kiddish high pitch voice thing filled with static background* hello? hello?
Me: 'Uhhh renee lai, is that you?'
*She continues with the irratating loud static*
Me: 'thinks shit laaaa' freaky. Slams down the phone
Then after 2 seconds she calls and goes ; 'hahaha'

Everytime eh! Meet you at the same place at 8.50am tmr okay ho! Wait there! :)

First day of school today; it was alright! At least i got to see the rest! :)

Megan fox is hotttt(!!!) Truly, she's the FHM #1 sexiest woman or something!
But the rumours about her being a guy! I hope its false, just cant imagine it! hahaha
Havent caught transformers 2 yet, but im more interested in watching harry potter and the half-blood prince!
I loveeeeeeeeee watching harry potter okay whatever!

Didtn do anything productive today. Again. Im getting very tired of ranting stuff
Maybe im gonna call pizzaaaa for supper! I have this super craving for cheesy stuff now!

26/6!

Sheryl came over today in the morn! Zomg had to wake up! Honoured much anot! :B
Attempted to do work/study, kind of failed miserably!
Touched geo which my class was not even assigned! 2 questions then gave up, I seriously need to start working, time's not gonna wait for me!
Okay tough schedule starts tomorrow!

I hope.

Zomg and people's art from other sch's are like booom done' mine's hanging there. design uncompleted, colour scheme uncompleted, havent even cut the thing! (minus time for the mistakes), piece everything together, glue here glue there,
completion date; most prolly next year! >:(

Goodnight, im going to soak in my misery and guilt.

Ants may come!

I think she's vv pretty! :*)
Havent watched season 2 yet, soon soon! Its really uh engaging. hahah & wellzy!
I've been slacking like dont-know-what. But well, went to taka today. gss sale at mango is MAD.
Its really squishy/packed/cramped and everything!
But the sales are not bad, initially wanted to try on stuff but queue was superwuperduper long, so didtn bother! Maybe later when i get more $_$ i'll go shopping. haha
Till thennn

Tag replies;
eileen; haha yes la yes
sharon; watched!!! I know! :0
Renee Lai Liji; HEY HO. hahaha i know its you okay! :) LOL & what kind of thingggggg. what mr kee. madd HAHA

You cannot plough a field by turning it over in your mind.
~Author Unknown

Truly, i agree with that. Truthfully, i have no idea what i had been doing the past few days. Drifting in between limbo land and reality, hoping for the best yet, never striving to make an effort to study/revise and to catch up on things i have yet to learn ):

I need retail theraphyyyy although i've done nothing. So no retail theraphy. Sadly!! I miss shopping, and its the gss, kill me. now pleaseeee. GSS GSS okay, i need to get over it.
Ha sharon, the harper's island/saw freaky thing is pretty hilarious serious, hah dont get freaked out!

Psb & Ern's going away for 4 days, hahh think of kimbum/zac/peter/lucas till then!
Actually, thinking about it, i've really been blessed with wonderful(imagine this in the colour of the rainbow. im too lazy to highlight each & everyone) friends, you guys know who you are, but truly :) They always are there to cheer me up with their nonsense, haha make me smile at the crudest simplest things, yet they're able to make me angry within a minute and laugh the next. haha. oh well :)

Crossroads and small decisions lead up to constant mixtures of emotions and feelings of inadequacy.Perhaps its hard to live up to expectations, and we know we ought not succumb to these feelings of desperation and lost-confidence, yet its hard though we try.
It may be perhaps the stress and varying emotions we go through as we grow. The fears of never being accepted by our peers, or the constant outbursts of our parents, yet we still push on though, we ourselves may be oblivious of it.
Even the smallest decisions may sometimes amaze ourselves, and we are awed at the simple yet life-changing decisions we make. Be it so, every decision we make shapes and molds our future. So, though life may feel like it'll never get better,and you feel like this guilt is pressing on you and the burden is too much to bear,think positive and never let it get you down. For being positive is merely looking on the brighter side and looking at the possibly more positive perspective of the situation.

Alright, time to chiong my homework(!!)

Tag replies;
sharon; omg this is a very very old tag, haha but omg star trek is nice!! I still havent caught wolverine-.-
Sheryl; haha hey bimbopig
Adelene; :)
Jovee; omg yes it did! im serious! At least i think so! :) It went from.. kovan to bartley or something!
eileen; aha psb you have to admit it was cool!
Sharon; OMGG why did you have to post that link!!! DAMN CUTE. ):

Name: Elizabeth
Date: 6/11/2009
Colorgenics Number: 45316027

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You have a vivid imagination and this is good. Great inventors, explorers all had inventive, imaginative minds. Your friends and acquaintances may consider you over-imaginative and given to fantasy or day-dreaming. So what ? this is a part of your character and charm.

Being a likeable person you get on well with neighbours and friends. You don't need anything to 'Rock your boat'. You want to 'love' and to be loved'.

You are prepared to establish a particular relationship that is being made available to you at this time. It could be a satisfactory liaison but there could be a certain amount of conflict involved -try to avoid direct confrontation at all costs.

From every direction there appear to be unwarranted restrictions on your freedom of action and this is producing considerable stress. You're really looking for independence and freedom from any restriction and therefore avoiding any obligations or anything which might prove hampering. You are being subjected to considerable pressures and you would like nothing better than to escape from them but you tend to lack the necessary strength of purpose to succeed in this. Whichever way you turn you are being frustrated. You need to be free to do your 'thing' in your own way.

You are anxious about all the limitations to which you are subjected to at this time. You feel that you are not valued for what or who you are. You need OUT. So why procrastinate any longer - MOVE!

OMG LAST SENTENCE :)

Zomgggg holiday lessons are coming to an end! which means yay (x100000) and perhaps more sleep! Like without waking up so abnormally early in the morning during the june holidays which are prolly not much of a holiday. So lets see, I'm going to be jampacked with work this whole holiday. Hopefully, haha okay anyway i slept for 3/4 hours today in the afternoon and when i woke up, it was night and my neck ached like helllllll, the only thing i remember was sharon calling me and speaking in chinese? haha best!

Started on a new SS chapter today, about the rise and fall of Venice, zomg superduper interesting! Seriously! Oh and today's amath lesson was retarded sitting next to vani, haha went macs with them afterthat & had breakfast w/ ice-cream!! I (L) macs!
Okay so lets see, im going to die because i still havent finished my art layout, but SERIOUSLY. i cant think of anymore morbid/sad/depressing objects to fill my composition with and my top is empty and i dont wanto to sketch anymore lines and stuff.
I wish my idea of the unicorns and fairies was approved, life would be so, i repeat and emphasize on the word, so much easier.

I wish time would just stop, and i could like, lie on the grass(clean) and just stare at the clouds.

Oh Pictures from ann's birthday party uh last week! Happy birthday Ann! :)

ITS A SUPER HOT DAY(!!!)
Im going to die if i wear jeans.

Extra lesson-ed!
I accidentally brought SS because i saw the wrong time-table. hahaha the joy!
So anyway, had chem/phy then lit seminar, ohmy! It was really really absolutely pretty boring!
But oh well, at least there were pretty detailed notes! :)
Then, had lunch with psb/hil/jovee/janice at swensons, my goodness, we waited until 2.30 for the student meal. Then went to, bishan to pay my fines(!!) Im pretty surprised that it was quite a small amount, ha and the librarian was superduperwuper nice!
And psb lent me small change to pay first! So haha thanks! yay, now its settled, im quite relieved.

Then bought yami yoghurt! I've been waiting to try it since like, a really long time! However, haha bought the wrong topping = makes it uh pretty uhg, but the yoghurt itself was pretty good, tastes exactly like frolicks' though, so i dont see much difference except the price $_$!

Then headed home, i used the circle line! Was vv excited! *Smiles*

Chinese O's are over! :-)
Say a big yay. It was alright i guess, thanks for all theee awesomeee wonderful (x10000) people who wished me all the best and all last night through smses!
It was really encouraging! Anw, i really couldnt sleep last night, i was really anxious/nervous/scared! But I thank God for always being there, I guess i prayed like a gazillion times last night when i couldnt sleep, so no matter what the result, I'll be thankful.

Although chinese O's were over at 1+, i couldnt go home and rest or anything, thanks to art which i went home at around 5, and i have tuition in 1 hour. Talking about tuition, my bloody tuition teacher called my parents up to complain about me not doing my homework. Like...Hello. I've been doing my emath homework like dont know what, Like, do you think i actually want to sacrifice my grades to be rebellious? GOOOOOOOSH, im so not bringing her worksheet and doing todays' exercises to spite her for once. Im way pissed.

MY GOSH @#*(#)@*#)*@#.